Welcome to the Haven of Light

Welcome. I am Harmarni Love.

If you have found your way to this page, chances are you or someone you love is currently navigating a dark, exhausting storm. You might be dealing with the heavy frustration of clinical labels, the isolation of a medical system that doesn’t seem to listen, or a silent, invisible fire that you are fighting to survive in the dark.

I want you to take a deep breath, settle in, and know one thing with absolute certainty: You are not alone, and your mind can heal.

As a trained enrolled nurse, I spent years working on the hospital floor, fully fluent in the sterile logic of clinical charts and triage codes. But my world shattered when I became the patient, pulled into a terrifying two-and-a-half-year descent through a five-hospital labyrinth. My debut memoir, Psychic or Psychosis? The True Story of My Recovery, is the raw, unfiltered record of that battle—a high-stakes psychological standoff written from the unique perspective of a nurse experiencing a severe neurological break from the inside out.

Ultimately, my crisis wasn’t solved by a standard textbook diagnosis, but by a profound chemical stabilization that snuffed out the physical fire in my brain, completely restoring my mind, my memory, and my absolute freedom.

I write under a pen name to protect my privacy and focus entirely on the legacy of healing. This webpage is more than an author profile; it is a global launching pad for a vital medical movement. To fight this disease at its source, a portion of all commercial proceeds from my book sales goes directly to global anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis research, funding the international medical community to unlock faster diagnostics and challenge institutional stigmas.

Thank you for stepping into this sanctuary of light. Explore the pages, read the roadmap of my survival, and join a community dedicated to turning profound trauma into universal hope.

The war is over. The light has won. Will you share my dream?

Book 1

Psychic or Psychosis

Book one. A nurse’s true story across the terrifying line between a spiritual awakening and a medical crisis.

Psychic or Psychosis cover
Book 2

The Invisible Syndicate

The truth isn't buried—it's been erased by a network hiding in plain sight. Based on the shocking true events of one survivor's battle against the Invisible Syndicate.

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The Invisible Syndicate book cover

Photos referenced in the books

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